It's been another day of no call backs for an interview. I hope I can find a job soon. It would be nice to not have to worry how I'm going to pay my bills and get Christmas for my boys. I hate not being able to provide them with even a good Christmas. The weather isn't helping either. One day it's nice and in the 60's and the next it gets down into the mid 20's. I wish it would just stay cold or warm, one or the other.
But I do have a lot to be thankful for, my two handsome and healthy boys, a roof over our heads, food in our bellies. My family and friends who love me. It has been a good year for us in a way. I was able to spend more time with my oldest son since I was laid off. He enjoyed it greatly. He tells me one day he don't want me to go back to work. The next he wants me to so we will have the money to get the things HE wants. lol Ohh how I would never trade him or his brother for anything in the world. Well tomorrow is another day keep your fingers crossed that I get a phone call from someone willing to hire me.
11/17/2011
11/08/2011
It's been a long time
Yes I know it's been a long time since I've posted anything. I can't assure you that I will be consistant this time but I will try. Since I posted last time my son is now six years old and I have a brand new son who is now 2 months old. I didn't quite remember what all having a baby consist of. The diapers, gas, all the "luggage" it takes just to go to town, the first smile and laugh(which just happened two days ago) and all the other "firsts" that I'm sure will surprise me like the smile did. I can't wait for them.
I am trying to get back in college and go back to work since I've been off work since the beginning of April. My goal is to get my college degree in Business Admin., get a good career with benefits, build a small home for my sons and I on my property and be able to get a savings set aside for "rainy days".
I want to be the mom that my sons can be proud of and look up to. The mom who all the other moms hope they can be. Well maybe not THAT mom but one who at the end of the day can be proud of what I accomplished with no regrets and no "if only I did this" thoughts.
I want my sons to grow up to be the men who treat their partners with love and respect. I want them to go to school and find a career that they love and find a balance with that career and free time to spend with their families or friends.
I don't think my goals and wants are out of reach just ones you have to work for and work to maintain.
Right now my days sort of run together and I miss the structure that I had when I was working. I find myself sitting on my backside way to much. So here's to finding the motivation to achieve my goals.
I am trying to get back in college and go back to work since I've been off work since the beginning of April. My goal is to get my college degree in Business Admin., get a good career with benefits, build a small home for my sons and I on my property and be able to get a savings set aside for "rainy days".
I want to be the mom that my sons can be proud of and look up to. The mom who all the other moms hope they can be. Well maybe not THAT mom but one who at the end of the day can be proud of what I accomplished with no regrets and no "if only I did this" thoughts.
I want my sons to grow up to be the men who treat their partners with love and respect. I want them to go to school and find a career that they love and find a balance with that career and free time to spend with their families or friends.
I don't think my goals and wants are out of reach just ones you have to work for and work to maintain.
Right now my days sort of run together and I miss the structure that I had when I was working. I find myself sitting on my backside way to much. So here's to finding the motivation to achieve my goals.
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